La2ane ektshaft enah kl ma I fully trust someone w I give them my all they manage to really let me down and hurt me...So my plan was to simply not let anyone in.And guess what it worked perfectly ya3ni a dear friend of mine or should I say an X dear friend of mine did something Ebe6 el chabd... !And for the first time I Didn't feel a THING I wasn't down and sad and all and I didn't spend a whole month just crying my heart out!.. Which felt pretty good!But sometimes in life there are ppl who you simply can't NOT fully trust and love.. Like mathalan fee Dee!This person who I have known for a while now didn't do one bad thing to me (jadd alaah etamem ;p!) she's just an Amazing person whom I'm VERY PROUD OF btw :p!This certain person I can just trust her with my life without worrying!she's the type of person ely etgul klmaah which will emediatly effect you and would just put a smile on your face without knowing shly ga3da etsawy..Ya3ni mathalan gabl Cham sbou3 mar 3alay youm I was EXTREMLY down and I just wanted to cry my heart out ..We were just solfing on msn and she just felt how down I was w I told her it was nothing ..Wehya kanat 7adha fa9la w madri sh9aar chan age6 ga6aah chan taf9el th7k 3alay.. (I just love making ppl i love laugh especially ehya min '3alatha walah :)! ) Chan agulaha "I aim to please.." Then she had to go but before she left galat .. "Even when your down :p" she simply drew a Huge smile on my face w 7azatha it felt really heart warming which was EXACTLY what I needed walaah;**3ala golatha you make me laugh even when maly 5lg ath7aak and I make you happy so we're even ;pShe trully puts a smile on my face everytime I talk to her.. ;$So yes this is deticated to Dee;* you may not me my Bff right know bas jadd I love w you w jadd 3asalahh la y5leeny Minich yal '3alya ;***You know i wish i could feel the same way about my bff (she's just a whole other story) she's the type of person that would ditch me for a whole month 3ashan her bf .. ;SI told her that somethings are just not forever (which is fine with me honestly) but she just won't let go..Ma tadry enah she lost me min awal mara chathebat 3alay ;S!w ana ma wedy i hurt her so i just suck it up and act like everything is okay .. m3ane I feel like I don't recognize her anymore 7ata our ramblings don't feel the same anymore .. I just wish she would realize that so we can get along with our lives even if we don't have each other feeha..
One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters – whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.
Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life.
Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.
Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.
Closing cycles - by Paulo coelho
So Do you have anyone like Dee ?
Having Bff problems ?
Wana let go of something bas mo 3arfeen shloun/shtsawoun?
PLEASE DO SHARE ;)!
Ps: Dee etha chakaitene w you read this please mabe a3aref ;)
الأربعاء، 16 ديسمبر 2009
To tell you the truth guys..
The last previous months I've been having trust issues..